December 2009
68 posts
imissya
I don’t want to spend another day lonely. I don’t...
CAN'T WAIT TIL TOMORROW I AM GOING TO HAVE AWESOME...
“She finds hope in the strangest places”
Obviously not studying...
This year…
( ) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car (x) kissed in the snow (x) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart (x) had a stalker ( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone ( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had...
“Two Band-Aids, two infected Band-Aids, that’s all we really were to each...”
I don't need you
if you don’t like me your lost. Today was such a great day I love listening to music and playing the guitar. Haha I remember I asked you what a good cheap reliable guitar is and you answered with haha if you are going to buy a guitar I am just going to laugh. Well haha to you because it is something that makes me happy!!!
So I am dying my hair crazy colors!!!! I can’t wait and I hope it turns out...
“Nothing’s worth losing, especially the chance to make it right.”
– When We Die by Bowling For Soup (via quote-book)
So I was walking back from the library..
and my phone said missed call from Aaron (well his number) and then two seconds later I receive a text from him! Two things came to mind:
Saturday night I had a dream he was trying to kidnap me, that was scary. I got away though but I woke up out of breathe!! And the other thing that came to mind was this one awesome memory I had of us. When I found out he was cheating on me, I asked him to...
Alligator. Alligators.
I sit around everyday moping, I don’t want to get out of bed and face the world. I’d rather be alone and sleeping. I drink nightquil so I will actually sleep. I smoke cigarettes now. I miss you completely; you’re the only thing on my mind. I don’t care about school, I have done badly in all my classes this semester, and I have no friends. I didn’t care that I had no friends when I was with you. I...
This is so hard.
The beauty of nightquil.
You are so mean!
What the fuck.
There are so many thoughts in my head, it’s so overwhelming. I feel so sick because of YOU. I hate this so fucking much, I mean I had a perfect weekend, and then when I arrive at school I feel like complete shit. Fuck everything, this completely sucks. I should just go to bed before I break down.
Chaos.
I want to do something fun tonight, I am sick of just sitting in my room moping. I need to get my mind off of things. I wish I could just leave and go to the city or something and be alone. I love watching people; surprisingly the city makes me happy. I love the chaos, and I love looking at everyone running around like they are in some kind of rush. Someday I will be brave enough to leave.
Yea I...
Slept all day.
Today I didn’t think of you that much. I feel inspired to give up and move on. I think I am pretty and nice so I hope someday someone will come into my life that will treat me right, and I’ll be happy again. But while waiting for that someone I am strong, so I don’t need anyone right now, it is time I focus on myself, not others. Sure I miss cuddling and having someone to talk to...
My guitar is the only thing keeping me sane right...
SERIOUSLY
I just traveled through rain to get hot cocoa at philbrook. I went to go put it down on my desk tripped on this huge chair and spilt all the hot cocoa on my desk, printer, calulator, chair, calender, and wall. FML!
IFEELSOALONE.
I don’t really have any friends here, I can’t wait to go home.
Uhh I miss you.
Uhh I miss you so much and seeing all this snow just brings back awesome memories together. I wish you would just talk to me. I hate that I feel this way for you, I’m jealous that you have moved on. I wish I didn’t see you last week, it just made me miss you even more. This sucks. Right now I want you to be here with me more than anything. I had a dream last night that you were in and...
GUN
So there was a guy carrying a gun around my school and it took forever for the police to find him! I had to walk to my band concert alone and I was so scared that I would run into him because that is just my luck. Hah so as I was walking I was thinking if I got shot and lived, it would be cool to tell people. Maybe not at the time do to the unbearable pain.
I think I should go to bed now, I am...
Babyjustcallme.Iwanttohearyourvoiceagain.
On the 19th I’ll stop. Promise.
So I am trying to learn this song on the guitar and it would be so much better if I could actually sing!
For all you people following me , I know I am...
I am thinking about you. I want to write to you and make and ISPY game for you if you get bored, but I can’t. This totally sucks, I wish you didn’t just hang up on me yesterday I didn’t get to say what I wanted, and I couldn’t talk really, I was in the library. I was hoping you’d call back. I am wearing your Transformers shirt because its awesome and so comfortable. I am keeping it! I wish I...
I hate seeing couples hold hands! Jealous :/
I want to send this, but I don't know.
Haha I am writing you this partly because I know you are going to be pissed when you log on fb and see 1 inbox message from me! But also cause you hung up on me.
I care about you so fucking much, more than you can imagine, and you can’t accept it! At least you have someone that cares about you. It feels great knowing that the person I love couldn’t give two shits about what I do.
WTF girls like...
Yup just cried in front of a bunch of people at...
Ok so he calls to tell me he was “tripping” all day yesterday. Then he claims that I turned into a typical college girl that parties and fucks every guy in site, too bad that doesn’t happen, oh and I was in the library when you called. I’m glad the message I sent telling you that I cared about you was so amusing, I mean it was my feelings and all. It gets better he is trying to push girls out of...