December 2010
17 posts
Me: Can you come back?
Sean: On my way.
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw...
Sean: Why did you ask me to leave? Was it something I did?
Me: No I just needed to be alone.
Sean: Why?
Me: I hate Christmas.I hate how my parents treat me, especially my dad.I hate that I am horrible at keeping in touch with my friends, I've lost so many.I hate that I have to work at Wal-Mart everyone is so mean.I hate how nothing I do is good enough in my parents eyes.I hate how Buddy is getting old.I hate how your Christmas gifts suck because I have no money.I hate how i take you for granted.I hate how I have stopped running,I hate how unhappy I am.
Sean: But all that hate is whats making you unhappy. Leeanna you didn't have to get met anything. And i do a lot for you because I love you. To me you're the most beautiful girl in the world and you always will be. Your dad just wants to make sure you're strong so you will be able to take care of yourself. Your friends care about you, a lot of people care about you.
Me: I love you Sean.
Sean: In Buddhism we say that everything is the same but not the same.The clouds, the lake, the rain, and the snow, they're all water. They're the same. But they are not the same water. Everything that exists is made of the same things, but they are also different. If something dies, its not dead really, only in our mistaken understanding of death. Because it was made of the same thing as everything else, so its never gone. The rain falls and the cloud dies but the rain soaks the ground and becomes a plant. Nothing dies. It just changes form.
WHY does studying make me so hungry???
I have eaten so much today and I am running out of food!
NEED TO STUDY FOR ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!
I cant not motivate myself to study! That’s why I am using tumblr, I haven’t in like months and now all of a sudden when I have finals I go on it every two seconds. I have to admit I do miss it a lot so after finals I am going to try and keep up with it!
Any ways my goal for today starting after this post:
Today: Study for Psyc
Breakfast
Pysc Exam
Lib to study for Orgo
Study...
For the next hour, I will admit all my secrets,...
amoureuxbelle:
Procrastination =)
Should be studying..
but I am not. Talking to Sean instead <3
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I hate Christmas! My roommate is obsessed with it because she has a family that actually cares about her. I tried to get my family in the holiday spirit and i bought lights to hang around the kitchen and they just yelled at me for wasting my money. I asked if I could put the tree up, they said no. Gahh I hate this season, I wish my parents knew how much it meant to me.
10 Things you love
Day 2: 10 things you love
1. I love my family.
2. I love all my friends.
3. I love my boyfriend, Sean.
4. I love my guinea Pigs.
5. I love Buddy.
6. I love music.
7. I love making new friends.
8. I love learning new things.
9. I love finding hope in things.
10. I love helping people.
Day 3: 10 things you hate
Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person
Day 5: 10 wishes
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Brown Pelicans are becoming extinct again due to...
Excerpt from my research paper.
Einstein once said that insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Since the Deepwater Horizon explosion, 27 new offshore oil rigs have already been approved in the vicinity of the explosion (cccarto).
So awful.
Day 1: 10 Things about you
Day 1: 10 things about you
1. I am socially awkward.
2. I smile a lot.
3. With out family and friends I don’t know where I would be.
4. I can’t sleep unless my dog sleeps on the floor next to me when I am at home.
5. I eat a lot.
6. I only have one dimple when I smile.
7. Mushroom pizza is my favorite.
8. I listen to music everyday.
9. I play the saxophone.
10. I am...